Do you still love her?
I'm not sure if I EVER loved her.
That word is too...I dunno..."ambiguous"? for me.
I've had this discussion with others who know me and knew us both as a couple. I say I have no clue, they say "oh you loved her, no doubt". But whatever it was it started fading rapidly during the last few years of the marriage and we were living separate lives in the same household. Now once in a while I find my self thinking back..but it's way back..those two people aren't there anymore. So no, I don't. In fact, I had no problem at all with that part of the breakup..it was the rest of it..the expense...my children...the change in my living situation. Not really her. She had a tougher time of it than me, no question about it. But that too might have been for the wrong reasons.
